amiguitas

ive been running in circles
hoping i can change everything ive done
swear,i want to make things right
but i cant bring back the those times
i want to say sorry for the that person
unconsciously, ive stolen her special someone
i want to return what ive taken from her
but i cant
after all my heart says i really dont want to
ive realized im a selfish person after all
but how can i stop?
from this madness thats in my mind?
it was never my intention to get too close
but here i am
wanting and needing his every embrace
his kisses completes me
his words washes out my misseries
its like after years of waiting
i was really made to look after him
but seeing the sadness in his eyes
silently crushing my faith
suddenly i began to think
that maybe ...just maybe
in the first place
the kind or relationship that he have
is NEVER MEANT to be.





*"i want a person who will see and treat me as the ONE
and NOT the OTHER WOMAN"

let.go.

i thought i can make things better for me
i thought that by giving him my all
he could learn to love me
see what's in me
that i am MORE than what his eyes can see
BUT i was wrong
he's NOT an EXCEPTION
he will just be like the people who come and go
who made me feel special but dared not to hold on
i need and have to learn to accept things
that no matter how i HOPED.WISHED. and PRAYED
he will always go back to the arms.....
.... of that someone who came before me


i have to let loose.
i have to LET GO.

badtrip

minsan hindi ko tlaga maintindihan ang mundo
isa naman akong mabuting tao
bakit hindi ko maramdaman na pwede ako sumaya?
bakit parang pinagkakaitan ako ng ligaya?

minsan kong inalay ang lahat para sa kanya
akala ko okey na
hindi pa pala
kasi kahit lahat na yun parang kulang pa

minsan hindi ako nakukuntento na magkaroon ng taong mamahalin ko
bakit kamo?
kasi ang gusto ko yung hindi lang mahal ko yung tao
kundi yung mamahalin niya din ako sa paraang gusto ko

nalilito na talaga ako
dahil sabi nila makikita ko din daw ang nababagay na maging pareha ko
pero sa tinagal tagal ng paghihintay ko
pag ka badtrip lang ang aking natatamo