para kay F

minsan pareho tayong nasaktan
may rason ka, may rason din ako
ngayon pareho na silang wala....
.... at di malaman kung babalik pa sa ginagalawan nating mundo

gusto kong sabihin na handa akong maghintay seo
unawaain ang sitwasyong meron tayo
subukang pantayan siya sa buhay mo
dahil alam kong kahit kailan di ko siya kayang palitan sa inokupa niyang pwesto


ngayon nangangarap ako na mapasayo
nag nanais na pawiin lahat ng hinanakit na meron ka sa dating minahal mo
ipakita seo na may maganda pang naghihintay sa kasalukuyan mo
at para sa ikaliligaya mo ay kayang ialay ang lahat ng mayroon ako

sana mabigyan ng tamang pagkakataon
na iparamdam sayo ang nararamdaman ito
mahikayat ka na subukan nating mag karoon ng TAYO
bigyang kasiguraduhan na mapapaligaya kita sa piling ko
dahil lahat ng to ay kakayanin ko kahit ilang balde pa ng luha ang umagos sa mata ko
mapasaya lang kita sa munting paraang alam ko.

untitled

i was stagnant then i started to move
when i learned how to move
i've realized that i have to slow down
when i have slow down
i can feel that you wanted me to stop
but how can i stop?
when all along ive been running in circles
and in circles theres no such thing as ending all beginning...

defenseless

I was ok until i met you.
ive been able to built a wall..
... that i believed can protect me but not until you came.

i was standing alone in one corner
busy handling my own life.
nothing and nobody bothers me...
they dont have the guts to try and push their lucks on me.

but here you are
coming into my lfe
rattling my whole da** system
your leaving me restless and hopeless

i hate this feeling
giving you the right to do what you want
but at the end of the day i have to admit
I LOST. u won.
im DEFENSELESS...